patted a fetus.

Hectic day at work.
both works. i was planning on choosing death today rather than work at both works. working one work is enough work but to work at both works in one working work day is just bonkerz.

i actually tried to fake death this morning and see how that would go when mum came to wake me. Usually i wake up before she ever comes into the room and just lie there and she like wakes me up and has to tell me what day it is what time and what i'm supposed to be doing that day.
ANYWHOO.
this morning i thought what would happen if i just don't wake up. so i just lay there. she shook me for about a minute. then kind of got annoyed. and i was offended . i was like oh so you would be offended if i was dead? then she started saying "courtney stop being silly come on now" and i just kept lying there. then she did something awful.
she left the room.
my own mother doesn't believe my fake death. how dare she. so then i thought i'd lie there a wee bit longer... see if she at least came back to double check maybe have a shock horror panic attack and realise i was severely-unconscious-to the point of death.
so i lay there for about 10 minutes.... then realised i was going to be late for work.
So i got up.

today i patted my friend's pregnant belly. i patted a fetus. it was nice. very firm stomach. THERE WAS A BABY IN THERE BY THE WAY!!! a lil teeny babi! you know like toy ones you get in lucky dips/christmas crackers.
kewt.

HEY . listen to:
black dress by kisschasy. it's amazing. one of their first songs before they became famous + lame.
yeah its emo. i don't care. i imagine it to be about Heathcliff and Cathy from Wuthering Heights.
There isn't a video clip for it (not famous song) but here is a nice display of emo pictures to go with the song. EMO4LYFbitchz yeah.



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