Sunday, May 9, 2010

In a perfect place, where the noise did not intrude, our world was so very complete.


(i wish he never had to die.)
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Once upon a time, there was a Candy and Dan... Things were very hot that year... All the wax was melting on the trees... He would crawl on balconies, climb everywhere. Do anything for her... My Danny boy. Thousands of birds. The tiniest birds adorned her hair... Everything was golden... One night the bed caught fire... He was handsome, and a very good criminal... We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars... It was the afternoon of extravagant delight... Danny, the Daredevil... Candy went missing...

The day's last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks..."I wanna try it your way this time!" You came into my life really fast, and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet thighed with the surrender... Then there was a gap in things... And the whole earth tilted... This is the business. This is what we're after. With you inside me... Comes the hatch of death......The monster in the pool...We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans...Everywhere I looked...And sometimes I hate you ...Friday -- I didn't mean that, mother of theblueness...Angel of the storm...Remember me in my opaqueness...You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth...Fly away sun...Ha ha fucking ha you are so funny Dan...A vase of flowers by the bed...My bare blue knees at dawn.
These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too.
I broke your head on the back of the bed but the baby he died in the morning.
I gave him a name...His name was thomas...Poor little god...His heart pounds like a voodoo drum.

i wrote this on my door tonight. it was like meditating.
<3

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