...i'm just a ghost...

Girl is lonely. Girl meets boy. Girl dates boy. Girl likes boy. boy loves girl. girl freaks out. girl ignores boy. boy is crushed. girl meets boy. girls meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy . girl meets boy. girl meets boy. girl meets boy.
...
girl meets new boy. girl likes new boy. new boy fucks over girl. girl is hurt.
girl seeks revenge. girl meets old boy. girl is angry. girl is lonely. girl is fed up.
boy still loves girl. boy wants girl. boy would die for girl.
girl goes back to boy. boy doesn't trust girl . girl knows it. girl is crazy . girl trusts all. girls goes into the night with other boys. girl lies. boy knows but believes. boy cheats.
boy fucks over girl.
boy breaks girls heart.
girl is crushed.
girl has never felt this way.
girl doesn't know what to do.
whore disease girl and stupid boy have ruined girls life.
boy and girl try to figure things out. girl is hurt . girl is angry. boy is hurt. boy is angry.
girl forgives boy. boy loves girl. boy would die for girl. girl loves boy. girl wants to be happy.
girl and boy fight. girl and boy make up.
girl and boy.
collision of your kiss that made it so hard.
girl and boy.
whore won't fuck off. girl doesn't trust boy. boy is weak.
girl knows what to do.
girl can't do it.
what does girl do.
..



GO!
To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.





Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, fuck!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!

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i hate quotes.

i have always been the person who hates inspirational quotes. I really really do. blergh vomit. ppl put them on their facebooks, myspaces, text msg them, email them, write them in greeting cards, put them on fridge magnets and other shit house things or worse....use them as a source of spicing up the romance in a relationship. yuck makes me want to vomit in ur eye. call me cynical (indeed i am) but, inspirational quotes are just a bunch of emotional, worthless smack talk made up by lame lame lame glass-half-full losers nerds who take safe pathways through life and who go around the world telling people how to be as fucking fantastic as they are.

with that said.

i came across whilst google browsing a whole site of Marilyn Monroe quotes and i enjoy them very much.

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe

"It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone."
— Marilyn Monroe

"Women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition."
— Marilyn Monroe

"I don't want to make money, I just want to be wonderful."
— Marilyn Monroe

"You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself."
— Marilyn Monroe

"I restore myself when I'm alone."
— Marilyn Monroe

"The nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least I can dream."
— Marilyn Monroe


True dat. kinda wacked that shes dead.
she was a gemini for the record.
and also does the above photo not look like the perfume ad for sarah jessica parker's lovely fragrance.
i'm right.
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songs seem to be my only voice these days. how pathetic.

I WANT TO BE ALONE TONIGHT

F.O.O.L.I.S.H.

my days are cool without you.

I love sambuca ! you are such a warming drink ... it's like a big licorice hug and the blue flames wave at you saying everything is all okay !
^_^
yummi

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u can say what u mean it won't change a thing

He fumbles at your spirit
As players at the keys
Before they drop full music on;
He stuns you by degrees,

Prepares your brittle substance
For the ethereal blow,
By fainter hammers, further heard,
Then nearer, then so slow

Your breath has time to straighten,
Your brain to bubble cool,
-- Deals one imperial thunderbolt
That scalps your naked soul.



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your lies are as hollow as your damned soul.

hlpme

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Archie Comics

I fking [ love/adore/makes me so so happy ] the Archie comics. I think i First started reading them when i was about 9. anyway. they make me happy. i find fewer & fewer things in life these days make me happy. archie comics are one of them. i hate how archie fucks around with betty and veronica though. as if he could ever ACTUALLY get either of them if it was real life. but i suppose that is the fun of it. i like to think of myself as veronica. i will crush you betty becoz i am and always will be better than u.
^_^
VERONICA = WINNER

Meanwhile the only other thing making me happy is another beloved brunette.
...
Katie Price aka Jordan.
i love her and watch her show What Katie Did Next.
its on Lifestyle You.
i LOVE zis show & i love everything about her.
judge all you will but please refrain until you've watched her reality show.
you don't know her like i do ok slutz?

lacking motivation for blogging slash reality slash life in general these days.
i'm going to make myself feel better now with a long luscious time spent with my hair straightener and get my nails painted.
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